Dear Diary.

HELLOOOOO!

2011-09-21T01:10:00.000+08:00

Oh dear blog, how I missed you so.

Might gonna revive this blog so stay tuned!

Stranger/Friend.

2011-01-02T01:52:00.001+08:00

Mirror, mirror on the wall.

If you read my blog, this is for you.

I wish you all the best.

Happy New Year!

2011-01-02T01:11:00.000+08:00

1.1.11 is a very important date to me.

Have a great year ahead, all of you!

Good morning.

2010-12-28T11:16:00.000+08:00

So, tell me. How is your heart feeling today?

This remains.

2010-12-27T03:27:00.002+08:00

Dated 25th May 2010;

I do not know when,

I will ride on the most unique and white unicorn,

To come look for you,

For the wind will lead me to you.

When you're in your deepest sleep or in your worst nightmare,

I will be there to kiss your frights away.

Open your eyes and look at me,

For I am your prince, my Sleeping Beauty.

Give me your heart,

And I'll shower it with tender loving care.

Different.

2010-12-27T01:16:00.000+08:00

And so, I came across a song just now. I can't help but think what if, what if. I'm aware of how much things have changed compared to the past. I'm always hoping that everything will be good all over again. I know it's tough. Because it's all so different now. The things I've decided on, there is a very rare chance on me going back on it. Sometimes yeah, I do get the feeling. The feeling where you feel really insecure, thinking if you would regret doing the things you did. As for now, I'm sure that I'm living with no regrets. As long as I've got that one thing I really want in my life right now.

But I still need a time machine though. Not to bring me back in time, but to pass forward. Because I cannot wait for that one day to come. (:

Light up the lights.

2010-12-25T00:35:00.000+08:00

Hello blog. It's been long.

Just thought of dropping by because it's Christmas today.

Merry Christmas everyone!

p/s: I'll be back when the new year begins.

Happy holidays!

Of balloons and candles.

2010-11-06T14:22:00.000+08:00

Poser. Hahaha.

Happy Birthday, Supergirl.

May you fly high and burst into the sky like the fireworks.

I need help.

2010-11-04T00:21:00.000+08:00

Somebody hit me please!

What to do?

How to do?

Let's runaway and don't ever look back.

2010-11-01T23:57:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to Hello Kitty!

p/s : Happy first of November to you too. (:

Hello November.

2010-11-01T23:26:00.002+08:00

Please be good to me.

Time

2010-10-31T03:24:00.002+08:00

and distance.

At home, waiting.

2010-10-31T03:15:00.003+08:00

A splash of colours to brighten up your day.

Your warmth.

2010-10-31T02:51:00.001+08:00

I'm going to hug Fin Fin to sleep tonight.

And many many more nights to come.

For you, know the reason why.

Precious, you served me long enough.

Rest well, those days will be back.

People always say, 'You'll never know what you have till you lose it'.

It's true.

If nothing lasts forever, will you be my nothing?

For I will, be your nothing.

All said and done.

2010-10-30T15:23:00.001+08:00

"You must learn to take the good and the bad, the happy and the sad, love what you've got and remember what you had. Learn to forgive, but never forget, learn it from your mistakes but never regret. People change and things go wrong, but you just have to remember that life goes on."

The heart is at peace.

The best in you, I could find.

2010-10-27T22:59:00.003+08:00

Have you ever noticed how much I love the curve your lips make each time you smile?

The wider, the better.

With all the hopes, trust and faith that I put in this time around,

I believe,

we will be happy.

Now, trust me back.

And be happy.

Believe me, you do know me.

2010-10-27T22:46:00.000+08:00

"Behind a person's smile, a person's laughter, a person's joy - there could be more pain than imagined. Don't be surprised someone unexpected will just break down out of nowhere. You don't know where they're from: how they have lived their life. They're human also - with fears; with reasons to cry. "

I do not know if you will see this. But, this is for you, for the answer that you could not find in me today.

You know how much I appreciate you. But some things are better left unsaid.

Forget the past. Live on and live well.

Untitled.

2010-10-25T22:40:00.002+08:00

Don't you dare decide to come back.

Tired of laying low.

2010-10-18T00:45:00.005+08:00

I still remember, that night where I came out at 3 in the morning to look for you.

It means a lot. It, still means, a lot.

Because now, I would still do the same for you.

I know its not your fault,

But I’m a locked door.
Anytime I’m a mess by someone before.
And I wish that I,
I could find a key.
To unlock all the things that you want us to be
Let me open up and start again,
But there’s a safe around my heart.
I don’t know how to let you in,
And that’s what keeps us apart
And that’s why I need time.
I said I need you,
I need you to understand, you, you, you.

Call up the locksmith,
Tell him we need him quick.
We’ve got a million keys,
None of them seem to fit.
While you’re on the phone,
Call up the locksmith.
Cause I could use some time,
Even the slightest bit.
Let me open up and start again,
And break this safe around my heart.
I don’t know how to let you in,
And that’s what keeps us apart.
And that’s why I need time.
I said I need you.
I need you to understand, you, you, you.

Need You ; Travie McCoy

Not like the movies.

2010-10-16T02:25:00.001+08:00

1. Shit happens. Don't keep it in your ass till it overflows and bursts out. Deal with it.

2. All is well.

3. It feels like you cut me wide open, watched me bleed bit by bit, and left me to die there alone.

4. Sometimes, things just get stuck in the middle.

5. Knock knock.

Each of them, they mean something. Thank you guys. More to come, eh? (:

Bobo,

2010-09-22T22:24:00.000+08:00

hi.

I am very happy now.

WEE WANG WANG.

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival by the way!

Hello Kitty is love.

Yeah, I'm such a kid, I know.

Because secretly I know.

2010-08-17T00:21:00.006+08:00

1.

Whether you're doing it willingly or not, just don't.

Because karma happens. And yeah, karma pretty much sucks.

You should know better now.

Whether you know it or not, I believe there was once something.

I never took you for granted.

How to make you happy?

Even if I do, deep down you're not.

Then what's the point?

Don't judge me simply by how you feel.

Angel.

2010-08-10T03:08:00.007+08:00

You always hurt the one you love,

The one you shouldn't hurt at all.

You always take the sweetest rose,

And crush it till the petals fall.

You always break the kindest heart,

With a hasty word you can't recall.

So, if I broke your heart last night,

It's because I love you most of all.

I don't get you.

2010-08-10T01:09:00.000+08:00

At all.

And now you're not here. Again.

Instead they're the ones who are trying to make me feel better.

Same ol' same ol' situation.

Maybe I should just change. Right.

Aku memang pun perempuan yang teramat susah.

Bye.

I suck.

2010-08-10T00:10:00.002+08:00

Yeaaah, that explains it all.

Tell me what you want to hear.

2010-08-08T17:53:00.000+08:00

The thought of bringing you to somewhere very picturesque,

The thought of admiring the night view from the top of a hill with you,

The thought of saving and buying something that you really like.

The thoughts of everything I have in mind,

You don't even know half of it.

But yeah, it is not important now.

Because those thoughts have completely vanished.

I need another story,

Something to get off my chest.

Do not force yourself.

2010-08-05T21:37:00.000+08:00

The things you see with your eyes are not always real.

Some things are only visible with faith.

There are many things that I saw today.

So tell me, which is real and which is not?

Stand there and watch me burn.

2010-08-03T02:41:00.003+08:00

I want.

Anger is one letter short of danger.

2010-08-03T00:43:00.002+08:00

I'm falling sick.

It was just yesterday.

2010-08-01T04:58:00.000+08:00

Ready to fly.

The eighth month, hello.

July is definitely a month which I will remember most by.

How about you, August?

I have yet to find out.

Of cake and chocolates.

2010-07-30T23:49:00.000+08:00

Hey you.

Yeah you.

Happy Birthday.

(:

Lost.

2010-07-28T02:31:00.002+08:00

What is it that I really want?

Irrevocable.

2010-07-28T02:23:00.001+08:00

Thank you.

我痛在心理.

再见.

Gotta love today, too!

2010-07-20T03:01:00.005+08:00

Hawaiian chicken pizza, fish burger with fries, Japanese sushi bento set, passion fruit drink with passion poppings, ABC, nasi briyani ayam, pineapple Bangkok fried rice, fish head noodles, carbonara spaghetti with beef bacon, seafood tom yam noodles, fresh lime juice and blackforest cake.

Yes, I'm going to get fatter soon.

Someone please help me!

Okay, diet starts today. For a few days, hopefully.

I promise a proper update soon!

Gotta love today!

2010-07-17T20:47:00.008+08:00

Raw fish porridge, asam laksa, ABC, currypuff, oyster omelette, fried prawn mee, barley with gingko and beancurd, iced jelly cocktail, popcorn, Sprite, chocolate cream puff, you tiao, durian egg tarts.

...

Stomach explosion!

That's how much I ate today.

))):

JADE CHIN YUEN YOKE, YOUR DIET PLAN FAILED, OFFICIALLY!

But oh well, was worth it.

(((:

I love Kuala Lumpur!

I love Malaysia HAHAAHHA.

Sorry just feeling extra happy today.

Love my life/LML!

p/s : Pictures will be up soon!

Athwart.

2010-07-11T17:07:00.000+08:00

Treat someone like how you want to be treated.

Learn.

Or we're done.

Literally.

For you.

2010-07-10T20:35:00.004+08:00

Stole this from Shieng's blog. (:

Oh and Happy Birthday to Lee Chun Jui!

xo

So hot will melt your popsicle.

2010-06-29T05:45:00.004+08:00

I know a place where the grass is really greener.

I know I know.

I have been neglecting my blog, a lot.

But it's like I'm so exhausted after going out the whole day, everyday.

Anyway, this week I'm packed with activities.

Today - Karaoke with the girls from high school.

Wednesday - Going for movie, 'Knight and Day' at Mid Valley. Finally Jane!

Thursday - Help mum with work a bit, maybe. And going to Pyramid to get my hair trimmed and meeting up with the loved one.

Friday - Going to Genting with college friends.

Saturday - A day with the family.

Sunday - My belated birthday dinner with close friends from college.

And and, I watch football too till late night.

Well not every night but when Ronaldo plays, then yeah hahahaa.

Okay so, please pardon me for er, ditching this blog for a while.

I promise I will be back, lovelies!

How many times?

2010-06-19T14:05:00.000+08:00

It’s as if the butterfly is here to take away her pain.

Hello Mr. Butterfly, we meet again.

I am

2010-06-18T01:05:00.001+08:00

bored to death.

And it's only like the third day of holidays?

I want to watch movies and karaoke whole day.

And also shop. It's sales time yo!

I want you to experience another one of your first's with me.

Let's hope this comes true.

Freedom, not yet.

2010-06-14T23:55:00.001+08:00

Last day of finals tomorrow!

Wish me luck.

(((((:

I shouldn't be here.

2010-06-12T23:03:00.002+08:00

I really shouldn't be here.

But yeah, today is a quite productive day, I can say.

I'm going to finish you up, you freaking Audit!

Yeah, well said.

The one in the mirror.

2010-06-10T01:03:00.001+08:00

Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart?

Well, you can try sleeping in my bed.

I dislike talking about my buried feelings because it makes me cry so badly.

In the end, I just want to wish you, good night.

Need some luck?

2010-06-09T00:38:00.001+08:00

I have plenty to give.

In the ancient Japanese culture, the dragonfly represented protection and good luck to warriors on the battle field.

Best wishes to all fellow CAT/ACCA candidates.

Good luck!

Hi dung (Doong).

2010-06-08T01:27:00.001+08:00

This is for you.

Idiosyncrasies of Malaysians.

2010-06-08T01:15:00.002+08:00

I suddenly thought of this. With this script, we managed to be champion in the Choral Speaking Competition for a few years in high school back in 2003.

Enjoy.

Idiosyncrasies of Malaysians
Huh? What's that?
Little personal behaviors or nature
Peculiar to Malaysians
Funny but it's true
That these observations we make
Can be about you

Malaysians by large oooooze charm and care
Sensitive and mature
We compromise
And we share
But why is it
Malaysians, when behind the wheels
Mutate into monsters!
Rude.
Selfishh..
Dangerousss...
Racing taxis, noisy cars
Rushing here, rushing there
Rushing here and everywhere!
Immature road bullies
Who smash windscreens and bones

(Scream)
While hooting honking drivers
Impatiently groan
BEEP! BEEP! Eh! I signaled what!
Signal your own side lah! My car my space what!
Oh, dear! Is this KL?
Look at how they speak!
Sshhhhh!
No wonder, KL is the third rudest city in the world
We have drivers
Who turn highways into Formula One track
Hey, guys!
I am better than Michael Shcumacher!
Fleeting motorcyclist
Who zig zag their way to death
Vroom vroooom...

Motorists suddenly slow down
Necks outstretch
Eyes affixed
ACCIDENT! ACCIDENT!

(Nee noh nee noh)
Eh, somebody call the ambulance!
Wah, accident ah?
Eh, go buy toto and magnum!
5 big 5 small, 9394 ar...
We ask ourselves, whatever for?
Just to note the number plate for a digit win

Public toilets
Can't live with them
Yucks!
Can't live without them
I think I'm gonna poop!
Mummy, mummy! Do you want me to sit or stand on the toilet seat?
No, no, darling! At home you seat, outside you stand!
Malaysians are somewhat unclear
About what goes into where
A peep into public toilets
AAHHHHH!

Confirms your worst nightmare

Malaysians
We just love to eat
Uummmpp..
We munch and crunch
Chomp and chew
Through a feast of foood
Check out the delicacies!
We have
The spiciest
The sweetest
Most sour
And most bitter of food
Nasi lemak
Chappati
Sizzling steak
Char kuey teow
Roti canai
Satay
High teas ang buffet galores
Bring kiasus to the fore
Piling their plates with soooo much food
Still they come for more
For more
And more
And more!
Just to get their money's worth
The results
From size S to XXL
XXL to...
You get the point?
Obesity
Diabetes
Heart diseaees
(Doopdoop, doopdoop.. teeeeeeeet!)
But then
Every we look we see
Diet pills
Surgeries
It doesn't make sense
Why don't we just exercise?

There's a time in the year
Where Malaysians behave a little queer
Yesss! The sales are here!
Megasales up to 30, 50, 70 percent of discounts
(Gasp)
Buy 2 get 1 free!
Shop 'til you drop!
Run out of money?
Not to worry!
We have
American Express
Visa Card
Master card
One for every occasion!
Spend, spend, spend
Bills, bills, bills
Enjoy now
Regret later

Malaysians have a complex that
Much is more
Bigger is better
Taller is terrific!
Thus, we have
The tallest Twin Towers
The longest canopy walking
The largest cooking contest
The biggest moon cake
(Gasp)
Wait!
Not forgetting the number of trees planted
A hundred thousand trees a minute
See, we have them all
If we can't make it
To the Guinness Book of Records
The Malaysian Book of Records will do, thank you!
Having heard our view
Won't you say
Malaysians are
Peculiar in their nature and behavior?
However
These idiosyncrasies
For better or worse
Mark us as Malaysians
As we stamp our identity
That makes us
Malaysians Malaysian!

p/s : 3 Jujurians! Do you guys remember this still? (;

I feel empty.

2010-06-05T22:52:00.001+08:00

Tired of everything.

My heart is broken.

All I do is cry.

I'm an idiot.

Bye.

Why?

2010-06-03T01:45:00.004+08:00

She stays with you when you ask her to not leave you.

You have got her back when she knows you are having a hard time.

She will never feel annoyed and is always so willingful to answer your calls even if it is four in the morning.

She is holding her hand phone in her hand, hoping to get your text message even though she is very exhausted.

She could do stupid and silly acts just to see a smile across your face.

She would be the best listener you can ever have when you need to pour your emotions out.

Inspired by Ke Li.
(:

Am I ever enough for you?

The reason is, the one word called love.

Don't bother reading.

2010-06-02T12:30:00.000+08:00

I'm hungry, my head hurts and my eyes hurt.

It's going to rain and where's my parcel, Mr Postman?

I'm in dilemma. Help.

I'm bored.

2010-05-28T23:55:00.002+08:00

Somebody please rescue me.

I miss the beach.

I miss the beautiful sunset.

I miss the good food.

I miss the people.

I miss the never-ending fun.

I miss the serene place.

Oh, how I miss Malacca.

Oh and by the way,

I'm not sure if you still read my blog but,

Happy Birthday Shen!

Have an awesome twenty first birthday.

I promise the next time you ask me out for KFC or anything, I will go okay?

A story that was never told.

2010-05-28T21:03:00.000+08:00

I want to be that one chance you take, hoping it'll be the last chance you ever took.

You know I still love you, baby.

2010-05-28T00:19:00.001+08:00

And it will never change.

I want nobody, nobody but you.

How can I be with another, I don't want any other.

I want nobody, nobody.

Nobody, nobody.

Jayesslee is loveeee.

Gorgeous ladies with beautiful and sexy voices.

And I love their accent hahaha.

I personally like girls who can sing and play the guitar at the same time.

Shit, how is it possible that I don't know how to play any musical instrument at all?

Procrastination

2010-05-27T01:34:00.002+08:00

sucks big time.

Somebody kill me please.

Or make the freaking book more interesting to read.

Okay thanks bye.

Bombs are falling everywhere.

2010-05-27T01:05:00.001+08:00

Please blindfold me, and guide me to the right place where I belong.

Black parade.

2010-05-23T22:57:00.002+08:00

The mask that I wear,

May not be the most picturesque one.

But I imagine it as shimmering white in colour, golden sequined around the eyes with a feather of a peacock at the top side of my left eye.

The mask that I wear,

They do not see the real me.

Only the paper face that I meticulously put on each time I leave home.

The mask that I wear,

Does it reflect who I am underneath?

Being sincere? Or just fake.

The mask that I wear,

Hides the ugliness of my doomed soul.

Disguises the true feelings in my heart.

The mask that I wear,

Look around.

Do not be astonished that everyone wears one too.

The mask that I wear,

Pretending to be good.

Hiding our sins.

The mask that I wear,

Strolling around, looking at each other's mask.

Beneath these masks, written all over us are words like anger, jealousy, impatience, stubborn-ness and selfishness.

The mask that I wear,

Life is a masquerade.

So get ready and put on your mask for the ball.

The mask that I wear,

Despite of how perfect you want to be, along the way somehow you will get jaded.

For you are not being your true inner self.

The mask that I wear,

After all the hurt, hidden and silent tears, it gets worn out and you will need a new mask.

But how many more do we need to face this life? It will never be adequate.

The mask that I wear,

Do not lose yourself to the black parade.

Cut your mask with a sharp blade, let it tear and watch it burn in red hot blazing fire.

The mask that I do not wear,

Take a ride on a merry-go-round and show off your real face.

Smile gleefully with everyone else and be genuine.

Yours truly.

I dare you. To take off your mask.

Gotta get next to you.

2010-05-23T01:53:00.009+08:00

I may not have the prettiest face for you to look at,

or the skinniest waist for you to hold,

but I promise I have the biggest heart to love you with.

p/s : I don't know how to read the last word lol. But oh well, I find the picture cute.

Bouyant.

2010-05-20T22:52:00.004+08:00

Oh and I also want a new car.

And Miss Tan Ke Yi is getting it for me.

Yayy, thank you so much.

(;

I want

2010-05-19T23:25:00.002+08:00

1. New shoes/heels/sandals.

2. New bag.

3. New wallet.

4. New clothes.

5. iPhone.

6. To travel around the world.

Money, please drop down from the sky right now, thank you.

I want karaoke!

Teman please, anyone?

Addicted.

2010-05-12T20:37:00.000+08:00

Pyramid
Charis featuring Iyaz

Shawty's love is like a pyramid
We stand together 'til the very end
There'll never be another love for sure
Iyaz and Charice let we go

Stones,
heavy like the love you've shown
Solid as the ground we've known
And I just wanna carry on

We took it from the bottom up
And even in a desert storm
Sturdy as a rock, we hold
Wishing every moment froze

Now I just wanna let you know
Earthquakes can't shake us
Cyclones can't break us
Hurricanes can't take away our love

Pyramid,
we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top
(At the top, baby)
Like a pyramid

And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall, just keep on going
Forever we will stay,
like a pyramid

Cold,
never ever when you're close
We will never let it fold
A story that was never told
Something like a mystery

And every step we took, we've grown
Look how fast the time has flown
A journey to a place unknown
We're going down in history

Earthquakes can't shake us
Cyclones can't break us
Hurricanes can't take away our love

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top
(At the top, baby)
Like a pyramid

And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall, just keep on going
Forever we will stay,
like a pyramid

Like a pyramid, girl, I'mma show you
That I love you so much, that we gonna get through
Even when it storms, I will never go
I'mma be the one to keep you safe, hey

Four walls and love, packin' more than enough
Holding on to one another, be the cover when it's rough
Mother nature or disaster,
won't stop our happy ever after

Pyramid, keep it going
(Like a pyramid, like a pyramid)
Whoa
(Like a pyramid, like a pyramid)

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top
(At the top baby, at the top, girl)
Like a pyramid

And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall, just keep on going
Forever we will stay,
like a pyramid

We built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top
(At the top baby, at the top girl)
Like a pyramid

And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep it going
Forever we will stay,
like a pyramid

Like a pyramid, like a pyramid, eh
Like a pyramid, like a pyramid, eh
Like a pyramid, like a pyramid, eh eh

I could use a dream or a genie or a wish.

2010-05-12T16:01:00.001+08:00

Ninth of May, as you all know is Mother's Day. And it is also my parent's Wedding Anniversary.

And tenth of May, is Catherine's birthday.

I celebrated both these special days on the ninth. Because I think Cath's not free the next day or something.

1. Went for brunch with the parents at Grand Imperial Restaurant at the USJ19 City Mall near my house.

The menu.

Beautiful chandelier.

Keyi likes this picture. So, tadah!

People mountain, people sea really.

My plate and uhm, chopsticks.
Oh and somehow the soy sauce there tasted extra delicious.

As it was quite early, they only had dim sum and not much of other dishes yet. So oh well, had to go on with dim sum since we're already there. Anyway, I couldn't adjust the correct mode for my camera so some of the pictures turned out to be really blur. Nonetheless I only took a few pictures of the food because the blurry pictures really did a great job by annoying the shit out of me.

Chee cheong fun with char siew.

Some fried mini buns with chicken floss inside.
Delicious oohlala.

Salad prawn with parsley and some fried thingy with char siew filling.
Yumssss.

Har gao.
I eat the har gao without the gao. Meaning, I eat the prawns without the skin outside it.
So yeaah, but the prawns were huge and crunchy.

My favourite fish balls.
Very flavourful, I can eat ten of this haha.

Siew mai.
Again, the prawns were hugeeee.

Vast array of wine displayed.

In my opinion, food was good. But the service was really lousy. We spent almost two hours there. Food came really slow and we couldn't get any waiter to check with on the food. Even the bill took around twenty minutes to come.

Dad was really furious so I guess there's no more next time to dining there. I don't mind slow food as long as it is good, Daddd. ):

2. Went to the photo shop in USJ 2 to get my picture taken for my driving license. No more P driver yo! (: But heck, the pictures turned out like crap. Ahh who cares. I'll just hide them in my wallet.

Event : Cath's Pre-Birthday Celebration.

Venue : Hostel, SS14, Empire Gallery and SS15.

Participants : Myself, Keyi, Cai Ling, Hwee San, Yeannin and of course Cath.

Drove to college's hostel around six in the evening. Picked them up first then Cath. We discussed in the car outside of Lagoon View on what and where to eat. Cath suggested Bah Kut Teh and everyone agreed. Although I don't fancy pork but I love the soup. So I took them to my regular Bah Kut Teh shop in SS14. Funny how nice we dressed to eat in a Bak Kut Teh shop haha.

My oh so favourite came first.
Dried Bah Kut Teh.

The original Bak Kut Teh.
The lady there kept refilling the soup for us omg.

Vegie with oyster sauce and topped with fried shallots.

Our mouthwatering dinner.

Time for after food pictures.

Yeannin and I.

(:

Snow White Cath.

We wanted Snowflakes badly but our stomach just wouldn't anything to go in anymore. Too full. So I brought them to the new mall in town, the Empire Gallery. Awesome place I would say. The mall looks rather high class. Definitely going to be my hang out place for now. Not to mention, free parking some more. Can't wait for Chili's to open there!

First thing we did was went to the toilet to camwhore. The toilet is full with mirrors, wow. We went walking after that. Trying on heels in Charles & Keith and I saw a pair of heels that I fancy a lot there, aww.

All smiles.

Everyone.

Toilet posers.

Cath and I.

Fascinated with the pretty toilets.

Cupcakes.

The one of a kind Starbucks.

Five beautiful ladies.
Ahh and not forgetting the camerawoman.

Free performance.

Beautiful handmade paper flowers as decorations.

With us.

They even have bird cages as decorations.

Impressive.

Jacoon people never see Guess before. Hahh.

Woo huge cleavage alert.

More colour papers decorations.

And then we went to Toys "R" Us since we were too free.

The entrance.

Doodolls!

Cath and a bear that she loves.

Patrick and Spongebob, aww.

Lady in pink.

The mini animals and houses that everyone is in love with.

The house with stairs.

Gawdd, they even have a Crepe store.
Luckier than we humans, eh?

Yellow kindergarten truck.

Their very own kitchen.

Busy with their things.

Tall versus Short.

Hwee San is happy with the little rabbit that she bought.
It hops and hops.

Hwee San's Mr Giraffe.
And Cai Ling looks super chio.

No, we're not promoting the store.

((:

Hi everyone. Meet Elmo.

Down to car park.

Left the place around nine and went straight to SS15 for Snowflakes.

Big round eyes.

Cath and Cai Ling.

Snowflake's bestseller.

Pearls, red beans and taro.

Ocha balls with red beans.

Colourful.

Happy people. (:

The droplet of water.

Woo iceee.

The receipt.

After Snowflakes, I had to rush to RT Pastry House to collect a cake I got for my mum two nights ago. Wanted to surprise my mum, so yeah. Fetched everyone back to hostel and we surprised Cath with her present. We bought her the uhm, I don't know what is it called but it's very cute from Toys "R" Us earlier. Remember the mini animals and houses? Yeaah, that.

Happy girl going gaga over her present.

After the surprise and sending Cath back to Lagoon View, I went home straight. Afraid that the cake will melt or something haha. Sooo I went home and surprised her with the cake. She doesn't look surprise but according to Keyi, my mum looks happy. Oh yayy.

The Greenery Love.
Love how they put the white chocolate heels there.

Three big candles and a small one to represent their thirty fifth anniversary.

My dearest mum.

My family.

Blowing candles. Hahaa so cute.

A red carnation for Mum.
Free with every cake bought from RT on Mother's Day.

My portion.

Used candles.

Apparently, the green tea cake is RT's bestseller. But I don't really like it. The green tea part was okay. But I don't fancy red beans and they have layers of cream with red beans in it Ahh the horror. But my mum says it's good. Everything is good if she says it's nice since it's for her.

I want RT's Opera cake for my birthday! (;

Till today, the carnation is still alive because I spray it with water everyday.

Happy Belated Mother's Day, Mum!

And Happy Belated Birthday to Catherine too!

xo

Yesterday's tomorrow.

2010-05-08T02:58:00.000+08:00

Just know you're not in this thing alone,
There's always a place in me that you can call home,
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart,
Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start.
- Fight for This Love ; Cheryl Cole.

I miss you.

Just so you know.

2010-05-08T00:44:00.006+08:00

Two days ago,

I captured this.

Enlarge it!

It's like some rainbow coloured thingy spreading out from above the clouds.

Beautiful indeed.

It rained heavily not long after.

Anyway people, if you know the name to the colourful scene that I saw, do tell me alright.

-

Went for karaoke yesterday at Amp Square with ;

Sykin, Pavan, Meian, Ke Li, Bhajan, Aqeel and Ayu.

Practically screamed our lungs out with Linkin Park's songs.

We had this really huge room to ourselves and four jugs of drinks wtf.

Went home right after. Thanks Sykin for the ride back.

(:

-

I'm trying to revive my blog but I have nothing to write.

Ahhh.

):

Pieces of April.

2010-05-02T16:47:00.001+08:00

Third ; Lunch at Chili's, One Utama.

While waiting. Cutee.

Tortilla Chips.
Bottomless oohlala.

Chicken Fajitas with Mushroom and Cheese.
The bomb.

Seventeenth morning ; Breakfast at Court 2, USJ 6.

Fish Head Noodle.
I just had this. Now I'm super full.

Tom Yam Seafood Noodle.
Look at the generous portion of seafood omg.

Night ; i-City, Shah Alam.

Christmasy themed.

Spot me.

This is awesome. Like snow's falling down from the sky.

Chinese New Year themed.

Colourful peacocks.

The scintillant trees. Very appealing.

Eighteenth ; PC Fair, KLCC.

We went there super early to avoid the massive jam. So we took a stroll at the park. Never been there after umpteenth years.

Flamboyant leaves.

Bright orangy flowers.

The Petronas Twin Towers.

Reminds me of Grandmother Willow in the cartoon Pocahontas.

Lunch at The Apartment, Suria KLCC.

The Apartment Downtown.

The vintage feel set ups.

Passion Fruit Cooler.

I like the place.

Plain water.

Baked Fish with Parmesan Cheese.
Orgasmic. (;

Chicken and Mushroom Spaghetti.
A little on the bland side.

On the way home. White clouds and blue sky.

Twenty first ; Sushi Zanmai, Sunway Pyramid.

Prawn Tempura with Rice.
Nomnomnom.

Spider Roll.
Soft shell crab, yums.

Twenty ninth ; Karaoke at Amp Square, Sunway Pyramid.

No pictures.

And I broke a glass there.

I thought I have to pay for it.

But no. So, yayy!

(:

You're part of my entity, here for inifinity.

2010-05-02T14:22:00.002+08:00

Wanted to watch Ip Man 2 today. But tickets for this movie are all fully booked. I'm upset!

What to do now on a freaking sunny Sunday like this?

Okay, better luck tomorrow.

Thank you.

2010-05-01T16:44:00.004+08:00

You're my field of sunflowers.

-

I'm sorry for the previous emotional posts.

Yeah, I'm that mad.

Take me away.

2010-05-01T04:10:00.000+08:00

All I need is for you to tell me that everything is going to be okay.

I want to dig my eyes out.

Un-cry these tears.

2010-05-01T00:34:00.001+08:00

I'm going to punch the walls till my fists bleed.

Rewind.

2010-04-30T23:16:00.001+08:00

I'm an epic failure.

Suspended.

2010-04-30T19:40:00.004+08:00

I've always turned to you.

But who should I turn to when I have problems with you?

This time I didn't cry and I hope I won't.

Forget how to breathe.

2010-04-29T10:33:00.004+08:00

You make me smile like the sun.

According to my Nuffnang analytics, someone from the United States is stalking my blog.

Alyssa, is that you?

(;

I'm hungry, sigh.

Your breath is like raindrops penetrating my love.

2010-04-28T23:50:00.009+08:00

I believe one day I will be able to see the beauty of the rainbow.

Today Rainie Yang came to visit my college and somehow, she came into my class to interact more with the students. Everyone finds her adorable and bubbly. Then she started singing Anonymous Friend (Go Google for the Chinese song title), one of the songs from her latest album. All of us sang along with her because the song is nice. Pleasant to the ears. After the song while everyone was yakking away, she unexpectedly walked up to me and started talking to me. She asked me if I've got tickets to her upcoming concert. I replied no and to my surprise, she handed out four of her concert tickets and gave them to me. For free.

And then I woke up.

Haha wtf right.

But anyway, I do like her despite the lala looking clothes that she wears sometimes and her act cute personality. But her slow songs are not bad and I'm sure many teenage girls out there can relate themselves to them.

1. Hanged out with Pavan, Sykin and Ke Li today at Medan. Sykin told me her stupid bimbotic encounter in the library. Haha funny one.

2. Blackout at hostel just now. The whole apartment was pitch black. Keyi and the others lighted up candles in their unit and it looked kind of romantic. Anyway, since it was so stuffy in there, we decided to take a stroll around hostel. Okay, make it two since it was so windy out there.

Go out now and check out the full moon.

It's so bright and round.

Especially for you,

Good luck for exam tomorrow.

((:

You melt my heart.

2010-04-27T01:08:00.005+08:00

Today I,

1. Transformed red paper clips into hearts. Exactly like the red one in the picture.

2. Made-over a very normal looking Rubik's Cube into something really sweet, I suppose. Hehh.

Jade's 15486356432 (Okay la, one of Jade's) way to say I love you :

Write (or rather, paste) love notes on all six sides of the Rubik's Cube and scramble them.

Now, have him/her to solve it.

Watching you is the only drug I need.

2010-04-26T05:46:00.002+08:00

I scream for ice cream.

Breakaway.

2010-04-25T18:08:00.003+08:00

Got a last minute call from my beloved cousin sister asking me to join her for Kelly Clarkson's concert tonight. She's got free VIP tickets as usual. But the thing is,

I actually said no.

I know right, I'm mad.

Shoot me.

Forte.

2010-04-25T04:11:00.003+08:00

For Chern.
For Meian.
For Hwee San.
For me.
For all of you.

Chapter Thirty-One.

2010-04-25T02:33:00.000+08:00

Hi.

I'm feeling a little sad. And I don't know why.

What should I do now?

Continue chatting.

Okay bye.

Tonight I'll dream

2010-04-24T03:02:00.008+08:00

of going to,

Clifton Beach, Tasmania.

Eiffel Tower, Paris.

The Colosseum, Rome.

Niagara Falls, New York.

Mount Fuji, Tokyo.

With you.

Perky.

2010-04-24T02:27:00.001+08:00

I miss you two bitches!

Don't say I forget you two hahaha.

xo

This innocence is brilliant.

2010-04-24T01:01:00.003+08:00

I hope that it will stay.

Avril Lavigne's latest Canon Commercial.

I fall in love with her over and over again each time I see this advertisement on the cinema screen.

Okay so I've been watching many movies lately. But I'm to lazy to review them one by one so I'll just rate them with a little comment below.

The Lovely Bones
6/10

I suggest you read the book.

"My name is Salmon, like the fish. My first name is Susie. I was 14 years old when I was murdered on December 6th, 1973."

-Susie Salmon.

How to Train Your Dragon
8 + 1/10

The plus one is for the oh so cute looking and loyal Toothless, the Night Fury. This animation film is a must watch as it is marvelous. So totally marvelous.

Future X-Cops
2 + 2/10

Seriously, don't watch this. Don't waste your money. Only watched it because Hui Sian wanted too. The plus two is for handsome looking Mike He (obviously) and beautiful looking Fan Bing Bing. Hahah I know I'm biased.

Being Human
5/10

Funny how Jack Neo produced a movie that talks about human conscience when he's involved in a sex scandal. So, think before you do.

Kick-Ass
8/10

I love it.

Not convincing enough?

I LOVE IT.

So go watch it.

Ice Kacang Puppy Love
6/10

Despite the title of the movie, it is actually not bad. It is a Malaysian film. Therefore, don't expect too much and you'll be satisfied. But it could have been sadder. Because I was about to cry (HAHAHA).

Oh for laughs, look out for a hidden Mickey in the film.

Hint : Botak's sister.

p/s : Remember watching more movies than these. Did I leave out any, my loved one? (:

Recherché.

2010-04-23T14:55:00.005+08:00

"I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."

-Marilyn Monroe.

Aurora.

2010-04-20T23:45:00.000+08:00

If only I could extinguish all my bad thoughts like how people blow bubbles.

Blow them all out, let them all out.

Pretty pretty round round bubbles.

And one by one, I'll grasp them in my palm and watch them disappear in the air.

-

I feel I've been lost. No bearings, no compass. I kept crashing into things, a little crazy, I guess. I've never been lost before. You were my true north. I could always steer for home when you were my home.

- Message in a Bottle.

I'm lost, no more.

Trying to hard to hear it.

2010-04-20T01:08:00.004+08:00

I wished I could just detach my brain for over-thinking. It’s exhausting.

Love Poem.

2010-04-20T00:07:00.003+08:00

The light breeze from the open window sent chills running up and down my spine. It's not that the air was all that cold—for a September afternoon, it was rather warm, in fact. It's just that my nerves were so fragile, so on-edge, that any unexpected movement could have set off fireworks in my heart.
'You ready?' he asked, clearing his voice as he lifted the tattered notebook from where it lay open on his desk.

I gulped and giggled nervously, not quite sure if I knew how to answer that question truthfully. Bryan laughed, too, and I could tell by the uneasiness of his smile that he was just as nervous.

Bryan's poetry was his greatest source of pride and accomplishment. Sometimes, we'd spend all day together and ideas would strike him like lightning, prompting him to pull out that notebook and jot down a note or two. Each night, he'd seek solace in his father's empty study, where only the stillness and the silence mingled with the moonlight, where he'd pour his heart into a poetic masterpiece.

Until that autumn day in my senior year, nearly two years after I'd first fallen in love with his mischievous smile, Bryan had never shared his poetry with another soul, a policy I'd always respected, despite the depth of our conversations otherwise. But this poem, he'd told me, was special. He'd been perfecting it for weeks, and finally, with me standing just inches before him in the privacy of the study, he was ready to share the most heartfelt piece he'd ever written.
'Go ahead,' I encouraged him, unable to stand seeing such worry hang over his gorgeous features.

Bryan gripped the notebook with both hands and moved his sparkling green eyes from my face down to the ink-covered page. 'It seems like I'll never truly get over you,' he began, his voice sounding stiff, but his words ringing sincere all the same. 'I'll never hear the word 'love' without feeling your heart beat in my soul/Never will I kiss a pair of lips without wishing they were yours.'

Bryan became more emotional with every word he read, still afraid to meet my admiring gaze, but comfortable enough to bare his soul to the only person who, regardless of difficult times and a shaky relationship, loved him and his inspired heart beyond all measure, whether he felt confident about it or not.
Bryan continued reciting the poem, even occasionally making quick eye contact with me as he professed his feelings in a way I'd never heard before. With every line Bryan read, every word he spoke, I was twice as tempted to run over and melt into his arms, to rest my head on his shoulder and numb his senses with the scent of my shampoo. I wanted to tell him right then and there that it was the most beautiful poem I'd ever heard, that his words touched my heart like no others ever had.

Still captivated by the sound of Bryan's voice as he read the final few lines of the poem, I forced myself to remain still. The overwhelming urge to hold him close faded as I began to drown in the reality of Bryan's feelings. 'I hesitate to kiss you sometimes, because I know I'll never want to stop/And while the clock ticks away the moments until we part forever/I can't let a second escape without telling you 'I love you.''

Bryan swallowed hard and stared at the poem for a moment before looking into my adoring eyes. He stood there like a young boy who knew I was his biggest admirer. 'Oh, Bryan,' I said breathlessly, clutching my heart as he sheepishly smiled at the positive reaction his sentiments had evoked.

'You really liked it?' he asked quietly, placing his hands over mine and pressing his soft pink lips to my forehead. 'I hoped you would.'
I nodded, resisting the urge to laugh at my overly emotional reaction to Bryan's words. Stepping back, I looked into his green eyes that were so full of hope. He stood confidently before me, finally ready to shout his honest declarations of love to the world, but reciting it to one more important girl in his life.

'Don't worry,' I told him, squeezing his trembling hands. 'Tiffany will love this. She'll love you for writing this for her.'
My heart began to crumble as he beamed at me, dreaming only of someone else's sweet kisses and loving embrace. After years as Bryan's number two girl, I could only hope that Tiffany saw in him everything that I did—a beautiful spirit, a caring soul and a heart that deserved more love than one person was capable of giving. As I sat back and watched their relationship grow, I hoped she knew how lucky she truly was.

As Bryan's gaze toward me conveyed an appreciative sense of friendship, I basked in his affection, however unromantic. It occurred to me that I was lucky to at least have the confidence of a friend whom I truly admired, and someday, Bryan might be privileged enough to hear my outpourings of love for another person—someone whom I hoped would admire me in the very same way.

Cortney Martin

Excruciating much, yesterday.

2010-04-12T20:50:00.004+08:00

Remember myself playing this when I was young. I was so into it. So many colours, so many kinds. I remember seeing Mickey Mouse and friends also. Used to spend the whole day spinning this uhm, thing.

What is this thing called again?

And and, I want to be young again.

xo

Burst balloon.

2010-04-11T23:11:00.006+08:00

Today, I wished for nothing.

It's not about understanding.

It's not about trust nor faith.

It's about how much the heart can take.

You won't understand.

Maybe you'll realize when the time comes.

Ain't that mister mister.

2010-04-11T15:07:00.010+08:00

Your sweet moonbeam,
The smell of you in every single dream I dream,
I knew when we collided, you're the one I have decided,
Who's one of my kind.

As requested :

A picture of you.

Now smile.

(:

-

Bak Kut Teh tonight at hostel woohoo.

xo

Just in time, I'm so glad you have a one track mind like me,
You gave my life direction,
A game show love connection, we can't deny.
Hey, Soul Sister - Train.

Fairytale.

2010-04-09T00:07:00.006+08:00

I raise up my eyes. He smiles at me, hugging me again. I lean my head against his chest. I close my eyes, hearing his heartbeat. He caresses my hair and kisses my forehead. I blushed in his arms.

I wonder if it also feels nice to have you braiding my hair too.

(:

-

Someone mistaken my birthday is on June the third.

Sad.

I'll remember yours as February the fifteenth then.

Yes, I'm pretty much sulking.

HAHA.

-

I love making people realize things.

I'm happy when I can make my friends happy.

Oh, the satisfaction.

My girls.

2010-04-08T02:50:00.000+08:00

Dropped by Sim Ann's blog just now and found out she's in one of her worst condition right now. She's one of the five babes that I love a lot in my life. Therefore, this is to give her some moral support.

My dear Sim Ann, I hope that you'll be fine really soon and treat yourself better. Don't be ungrateful. I'll give you all my love okay. Be happy. Your smile so beautiful, must show off to everyone. (:

I DON'T KNOW LAH IF YOU GIRLS READ MY (RATHER) DEAD BLOG OR NOT.

But but but,

I miss you Rry!

I miss you Shieng!

I miss you Sim Ann!

I miss you Kar Mun!

I miss you Joyce!

I'm still here. Always here, for all of you.

xo, Yuen.

Make us worthy.

2010-04-08T01:46:00.007+08:00

Today, I feel so hurt. So miserable. That I feel like crying.

Today, I also feel so loved. So touched. That I feel like crying, too.

And it's all because of you.

One moment was like hell and the next, heaven.

Have you ever thought that maybe I know, I really know that you will find out but still did it?

Reminiscing the things you told me today, I really hope that I've got memory loss.

If only you asked me. I would tell.

With you, everyday is birthday.

Thank you for the bliss and also torture. (See, I really use torture).

I wouldn't have it any other way.

Love you, in and out.

Can you feel this magic in the air?

2010-03-26T00:59:00.009+08:00

Okay so since I'm here,

Happy Birthday Hui Sian!

(See so hot and sexy).

Happy Twentieth Birthday my pretty babe. You are special to me because you're the first friend I made in college. On the first day itself. (And I know I'm your first too.) Thank you for bringing me to the stupid hidden underground bookstore. Thank you for being so nice and friendly. Thank you for being there when I was really down. Okay haha, I really suck at words. So I wish that you'll do good in everything because you definitely can. Stay hot and sexy okay. Go court Nissan Fairlady's drivers haha. Have an awesome and sassy birthday! ♥

Also, I'm taking this opportunity to wish my friends who are March babies as well.

A Happy Belated Birthday to,

Sykin - 14th March

Sherry - 15th March
Melvin - 19th March
Meian - 25th March

I love each and every one of you!

xo

Ask yourself.

2010-03-26T00:48:00.005+08:00

I have to change something.

How about you?

In the end, you know I still would.

2010-03-05T17:38:00.002+08:00

I would like a Java Chip Frap please. Venti.

I'm bored. ):

xo

Drenched in vanilla twilight.

2010-03-05T00:21:00.003+08:00

Equals to you.

I hope

2010-02-25T12:41:00.003+08:00

this blog doesn't go dead.

Amen.

There's nothing you can't do.

2010-02-14T22:51:00.013+08:00

As you can see, I have been neglecting my blog a lot.
I hate myself for this but still, I don't want to do anything about it. Haha just plain lazy, forgive me.

Anyway, today is the time of the year again. The first day of Chinese New Year.

Sooo, Happy Chinese New Year! Have a prosperous year ahead. And I hope you guys get more red packets as well.

Sadly, Valentine's Day falls on this very day too. What a way to start off a brand new year eh. Anyhow, Happy Valentine's Day to you lovey dovey's out there. (:

Well as for you singles out there who happen to stumble across my blog, a rose and a box of chocolates for you. (Virtually haha)
Happy Valentine's Day! Spread and feel the loveeeeeeeeee.

♥

xo

Gold.

2010-01-27T23:59:00.003+08:00

Today is a very special day.

And it's going to end soon.

Very very soon.

In exactly one minute time.

Thus, I'm here to wish my mum (her last one),

(wait, I mean her last one this year),

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU.

♥

p/s: I know I've been neglecting my blog so much. I even feel bad about it.
Promise I'll be back soon kay!

xo

Twenty Reasons ;

2010-01-04T05:24:00.010+08:00

why Chocolate is better than Sex.

You can GET chocolate.

2.
"If you love me, you'll swallow that" has real meaning with chocolate.

3.
Chocolate satisfies even when it has gone soft.

4.
You can safely have chocolate while you are driving.

5.
You can make chocolate last as long as you want it to.

6.
You can have chocolate even in front of your mother.

7.
If you bite the nuts too hard, the chocolate won't mind.

8.
Two people of the same sex can have chocolate without being called nasty names.

9.
The word "commitment" doesn't scare off chocolate.

10.
You can have chocolate on top of your workbench/desk during working hours without upsetting your work mates.

11.
You can ask a stranger for chocolate without getting your face slapped.

12.
You don't get hairs in your mouth with chocolate.

13.
With chocolate there's no need to fake it.

14.
Chocolate doesn't make you pregnant.

15.
You can have chocolate at any time of the month.

16.
Good chocolate is easy to find.

17.
You can have as many kinds of chocolate as you can handle.

18.
You are never too young or too old for chocolate.

19.
When you have chocolate it does not keep your neighbors awake.

20.
With chocolate, size doesn't matter; it's always good.

Conclusion : Indulge in chocolate, people!

(:

Whoops.

2010-01-02T00:00:00.003+08:00

I know I'm kind of late.

But,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

It's the year of 2010 already. It's a brand new year.

Therefore, I hope that everyone have a awesome year ahead.

(:

What are my resolutions?

Well, that's for me to know hahh.

So may each day of the year ahead fills your world with happiness.

xo

Under the mistletoe.

2009-12-25T13:51:00.008+08:00

Christmas is a season for kindling the fire for hospitality in the hall,
the genial flame of charity in the heart.
- Washington Irving.

Every time we love, every time we give, it's Christmas.

Merry Christmas to everyone of you out there. Have a jolly one. And make a wish. Oh, and Happy Birthday to Pei Ling and Nisha. Have a great one, ladies.

Before I end this post,

Spongebob wishes you a Merry Jolly Christmas too!
Hohoho.

xo's

Let me be.

2009-12-19T21:22:00.006+08:00

Just in case you forgot how I look like.

-

As much as you have guessed, my finals are over.

Yes, officially O-V-E-R!

Let's celebrate.

YAYY YAYY YAYY.

-

Thank you for everything.

-

I have the least motivation to blog now.
Soooo I'll update more soon!

xo